Is she just a friend??

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? 
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? 


You fall deeper with each passing day, 
But try to hide it in every possible way.

She is only a friend, and nothing else, 
That's just the lie you keeping telling yourself.

You wilt and show a lil guilt
But the emerging feelings r hard to tilt.


But deep inside, you're falling for her, 
You get so terrified on even a single thought of losing her. 


Deep inside u know "it isn't right".
With my ownself i then like to fight.

A simple glance turns into a stare, 
But you pretend that you don't care. 


It's"not right"for you two to be. 
Is that why you hide it so no one can see? 


But how long will you pretend ? 
Keep lying that she is just a friend ? 
Perhaps your feelings you can never show. 
Perhaps it's "wrong" for her to know.

Your friendship can't be risked over this, 
So being her guy is an impossible wish. 

Breaking the HABIT

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again

You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean

I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

P S: Breaking the habit "LINKIN PARK"

Clash of the Titans : MIND vs HEART

Mind says stop
Heart screams nope

Mind says it is insane
Heart says it is a boon not a bane

Mind claims this isn't right
Heart says that it's just the matter of one's sight

Mind always threatens that "U'll be finished after that"
Heart exclaims that there is no point saying that

Mind says she might not need you
Heart proves that it is untrue

My Mind is undecided
My Heart remains divided

When I Came Across Someone Special..!

I met a girl. Who used to be so shy and serious
After so long time I met her the same. Somewhat furious and more curious.
She was timid , she was worried
She was sweet , sensible and unhurried.

I was never a good guy for her
As regards to my demeanour
But talking to her , after so long
Felt as if nothing ever went wrong.

She wasn't complaining or annoyed
Rather she was overwhelming and overjoyed.
I loved her talks and various anecdotes that we shared
I mused and dropped a tear.

Her simplicity was most amazing and fascinating
I found her alround pretty scintillating.

Like an ideal child of her parents
She was away from doing anything extravagant
She was little bounded
Amongst many obvious difficulties of life she was sorrounded

Study study and more of studying...
Was all that happened in her daily routine.

Her talks were sweet and nice to hear
For the first time i loved to listen a girl from each of the ear.
Memories came alive and i felt nostalgic
Irrespective of incidents which were linked to us were tragic.

She was delectable
And very amiable.

We had a pretty nice conversation
Enjoyed it , loved it.
"When you want something , all the universe conspires in helping you achieve it"
With this zeal provoking saying our conversation ended.

My LuV NeVeR FakeD..!

As i lay down on my bed

On my pillow i lay my head

Watching my room all dark and damp

Try to see you but i can't

I try to sleep but i can't 

Everything seems out of my hand

Thoughts contiue to splash across

I now feel deeply engrossed

I try to close my eyes and try to sleep

But your care isn't letting me dream

I feel like i've been torn apart

I am broken as it seems

As i am not a liar and not that smart

And that's why i look bad at my part

I turn aside i feel so restless

Contemplating how can you be so relentless

Was i bad? Was i .. really

That i still dunno actually.

As i get up in the morning  still the same

U may have changed but i stll refrain.

My daily routine quickly takes

It seems you're not loving me coz it's all my mistakes.

Feels like going to the bed to lie sometime there

Your distance is what i can't bear

You said you've never loved me and never thought abt me like that

It may be true , i accept but this an immensely loving heart refuses to take.

Loving you is all i know 

And i'm ok with that.

Miles mean nothing when u r in love,

And love means everything when u r miles apart.

My daily routine went so same nothing good nothing new

I am hurting myself all by thinking of you...

This is how i live each day

Every second of it leaves me more in dismay.

All i can do now...

Is to try

Sometimes it feels good

But mostly my heart cry.

You said u can't never be mine

It's all fine

But still i wanna say

 "My love was divine and it never faked."

Life

LIFE "Live it once and for all"

 An author has stated very correctly about life that "Life is like a coin.  You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once." Another says "Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can. "
These two are just like a mere title of a blockbuster movie But " PICTURE ABHI BAAKI HAI MERE DOST". Life is not as we all know it. It is actually most unpredictable , most adventureful , most hueful , full of reminiscences(some sweet , some bitter).
Life is like a translucent mirror at times and at times a vandalating river in your way which you have to cross , how it's all left upto you.
Life is just like that : you go on surfing it and exploring it to unearth unexpected things. But inside all unexpected things that life brings to you , there lies an underlying fact that LIFE IS THE WAY YOU LIVE IT. Live every second of it thinking it as  last

becoz you never know when there is "Yam Yam YAMRAJ" bidding you goodbye. Death is inevitable and maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets.

My Friends

My Friends

Are like a designer dress
Different colors
Different dimensions
In any case they impress.

Are like books
I read them .
Understand them and learn from them.
Every chapter of the book has something new.
But mind these kind of books are very few.

Are like stars
They might not always twinkle.
But
You always know it is the fault of the weather.




They make me laugh
They make me cry
They are there
When i forbid to try.

They are special
They are cute
Everyone except me
Is a cool dude.

They do masti
They do fun
In that course
They at-times drink Rum.!
 

They trouble professors
And their successors
But
It's all in the family since they are no more freshers.

When they party
They party hard
As they believe
Live happily or die hard.

They have aim.
They have aspiration.
It's ought to be there
In people of this generation.

They are sincere, kind and caring
Loyal and understanding
While contemplating
Seriously i bow down thanking(to God).

Friends will come and friends will go,
The seasons change and it will show,
I will age and so will they,
But our friendship will stay each and every day.

Poor and Rich Gap in India

Gap between poor and rich is a big issue in India. It has been in the list of main agenda of most of the big political parties in country and even now it is listed in the agenda but unfortunately there are not much progress in this regard although government and some NGO are actively taking part on activities, which are really very good to push the poor people status forward. In Economics term poor is the person who has less purchasing power and the rich is one who has more purchasing power. A person with less purchasing power is deeply affected because he cannot afford Goods and services which rich can afford and its safe to say without that he cannot changes his life style and standard of living. Poor rich gap can be in different forms some of the fields where the gap exist are Educational, Income, Life style, Housing requirement, food needs are the name of few.

By above description it is clear that is most of the area poor are lagging. From long back poor people have been ignored by the government but ignoring poor’s and their demands is not the solution because with poverty not only poor suffers but country suffers as well. Poverty is one of the big hurdles in the way of Indian Economy. Poor people lives in mostly village area and in cities for the search of job.

Government has done so many attempts for resolving this Gap all the plans some of them was the part of Five year plans and excellent concepts from the highly educated personalities but because of corruption it was not implemented in a way it could be, as a result it is taking so much time if everything would have done properly it could not be worst then today.

Economic inequality: As they cannot afford the higher education people in this class are depend on their physical strength to earn and usually Labour class people works on factory or some other organization. There earnings and there purchasing power is extremely low and they are victim of the inflation in true sense. Lack of education and awareness about the things make them sick because they truly avoid the heath aspects of life or may be because they cannot afford the good stuffs and quality foods.

Today situation is different and today the question is if government initiatives are great and helpful for poor’s then why are we not able to solve this problem from so long? If government is giving free education with the food then why the literacy rates in this segment is not measurable, if there are initiatives for free vaccination then why people are dying in big numbers. In my view only one will answer all these question and it is “Lack of awareness and Motivation”

Only money is not the problem even Indian government is spending so much money on the poor’s and there are schemes like Employment guarantee scheme under which they get guarantee of having 100 days work with the best wages available and rice and others food commodities are available in very low cost for people who comes in below poverty line. So money is not the problem and even policies which provide money will not be sufficient to solve this problem permanently. What is missing is motivation people in low class are not motivated they are not able to maintain the label of motivation because they don’t have clear goal defined for their goal there thinking is biased by their financial position. Until and unless we motivate the people and make all the basic facilities available to them it’s impossible to remove this problem from the society.

Now the question is can we motivate others and the answer is absolutely not. Yes because motivation is an action one cannot act for others they have got to act for themselves, but inspiration is thinking and when thinking changes it reflects in the behaviours and which is long lasting and more permanent. There is some philosophy which experts think is useful to reduce the gap between the poor and rich person. Marxist philosophy is one of them according to this philosophy all the money should be distributed based on their material production capacity, in short it should be distributed equally and its required to remove the political inequality from society.

But most of critics say this does not support so many principles on logical ground.

I still feel India should improve its human capital we are still lagging in this area, A human which can generate the capital in measurable quantity is known as Human Capital. The countries where most of the people are educated are known as knowledge based country Ireland is known as knowledge based country because they are expert in using their education to improve the economy. We should learn lesion from them.

Improvement in Human capital and programs to make poor aware about the facility that government is offering to them so that they come forward and get the benefit of it could be a good heads up. Programs from government side should be organized to motivate the poor people. There are no gap between poor and rich in actual sense, we have to make them believe and we have to take our poor brothers with us.