My LuV NeVeR FakeD..!

As i lay down on my bed

On my pillow i lay my head

Watching my room all dark and damp

Try to see you but i can't

I try to sleep but i can't 

Everything seems out of my hand

Thoughts contiue to splash across

I now feel deeply engrossed

I try to close my eyes and try to sleep

But your care isn't letting me dream

I feel like i've been torn apart

I am broken as it seems

As i am not a liar and not that smart

And that's why i look bad at my part

I turn aside i feel so restless

Contemplating how can you be so relentless

Was i bad? Was i .. really

That i still dunno actually.

As i get up in the morning  still the same

U may have changed but i stll refrain.

My daily routine quickly takes

It seems you're not loving me coz it's all my mistakes.

Feels like going to the bed to lie sometime there

Your distance is what i can't bear

You said you've never loved me and never thought abt me like that

It may be true , i accept but this an immensely loving heart refuses to take.

Loving you is all i know 

And i'm ok with that.

Miles mean nothing when u r in love,

And love means everything when u r miles apart.

My daily routine went so same nothing good nothing new

I am hurting myself all by thinking of you...

This is how i live each day

Every second of it leaves me more in dismay.

All i can do now...

Is to try

Sometimes it feels good

But mostly my heart cry.

You said u can't never be mine

It's all fine

But still i wanna say

 "My love was divine and it never faked."